Journal of The Doctor

Ok, so I finally decided to update this journal. Wonder when my next post will be...

I feel full of Doctor Who love right now, and it makes the whole world seem so shiny and new and full of possibilities. Unfortunately, I'm going to have to revise some Pharm and Anatomy before 4th year starts, in two weeks time. I'm sure the shiny-ness and awesomeness of the world will disappear within a minute of deathly boredom.

Read chapter two of New Moon, the second book in the Twilight series. It's pretty awful. I almost despise the two main characters - Edward and Bella. Both full of such ridiculous guilt over...what exactly? Oh, that's right. Stuff that anyone else would put down as 'shit happens'. There was one tiny brief mention of Rosalie though - her with her smug smile. Gods I love her. The only vampire with a human heart and soul and personality; one that doesn't bow down to ye olde boring Bella. Go Rosalie!! And who knows? Maybe Edward will some day realise that love isn't thinking "oooh how pretty he is" and being unable to say no to them; maybe he'll realise he wants a girl who challenges him and doesn't accept his shit. And it's Rosalie.

Brilliant bit in Doctor Who just now. It's the New Series 1 Episode....10? The Doctor Dances. And Rose tells him that she trusts Jack Harkness because Jack reminds her of him...except with dating and dancing. And of course, this then leads to them dancing. Squeeeeeee-galore bay-bee. Yesh, I do love my Rose with the Doctor - any will do!! It's such brilliant dialogue, such amazing chemistry...if only Bella and Edward had this. Well, Edward sort of has this with Rosalie (according to my imagination).

I think somebody else added my fanfic, Cruel Breezes and Funny Valentines to their favourite list. But I'm beginning to get confused between Edward and Rosalie with Faye and Spike (Cowboy Bebop) and Pansy/Draco. Let's hope I can keep all of them in character, including the excessive guilt that Edward and Bella seem to love. Gah, childishness.

Speaking of Draco/Pansy....I just went on Jubiliee3's livejournal...the author of Forgivable Expectations. And oh my days has she got me squeeing and glomping about Draco and Pansy again. And this, in the 6th Movie, too! Well, the 6th movie was definitely better than the 5th one. Impossible for it to be worse but still a good movie by non-Harry Potter standards. And so much Pansy although I am STILL furious that Draco didn't lay his head on her lap. Gah, WHY WHY WHY? Why did they have to remove that scene? Why that scene?? I could've handled the loss of any other scene or additonal ones; hell, the whole school could have declared Ginny Weasley the Sex Queen of Hogwarts, and if they had kept that scene, I would've been satisfied.

Anyway, this onslaught of love for Draco/Pansy and all Slytherins (by and large) means that I'm interested in Dransy fics. I'm gonna read a few, come up with a good idea or two, and write some. Only got 2 weeks left before I'm ready to sell my soul to be in the top two quartiles for 4th year. Let's see how it goes.

Rohan's also reminded me that we're going to dinner tonight, with SREESANTH. YES, SREESANTH. Who was previously on the Indian Cricket Team. THAT SREESANTH. And honestly? I can't be arsed. I mean, I'm incredibly excited about it all, but I'd rather just chill and...honestly? Read fanficts at home. Yes, I know. I'm sad, and unsociable. But there's only 2 weeks left until I'll be thrust into university life with few breaks; forced to interact with everyone ALL THE TIME, and all the politics that goes with it. Until then, I'm going to revel in make-believe worlds, pretend that I'm Rosalie and Faye and Pansy and live life to its imaginary fullest.

I'm off to have a cup of tea now. Hopefully, it won't be another year and a half before I update.

Trins xXx

I so shouldn't be here. Studying be damned, though...at least for the next few minutes.

Lovely to see you Arbor/Mai. *glomps*

What should I talk about first? Superficial crap or Political rantings? Superficial crap it is! ^^

*squack* I've put on weight! I've never weighed this much before...granted it's only half a kg more than my heaviest weight...and I'm not in the pre-obese BMI category yet...but still...*squack* Although between yesterday and today, I've lost a pound, so that's good. For those of you silly enough to be interested, that's 120 pounds that I weigh. Not much, you say? But then, I'm less that 5 ft 3...and venturing on the brink of old age. Oh ye birthdays, why do thee come so...regularly! A regular Shakespeare I am!

I'll edit my entry everytime I'm on a break to do my political rantings...and there's a lot of it today!!!

Much love to all of you guys!

Rant part 1: I absolutely LOATHE David Cameron! As if Gordon Brown's ideas of charging the hospital if 'Super-Bug Targets' aren't met, David Cameron is going one step worse, and wants to charge the hospital for every patient that gets the super-bug! Ok, firstly, a hospital is a place full of sick people - SICK PEOPLE THAT HAVE BUGS. For fucks sake! AND what's gonna happen? Patients will inevitably get super bugs in the hospital, the hospitals will lose more money, the goverment will complain even more about the NHS losses and they'll try to save money by firing people. BASTARDS! I mean, seriously, decide what you want - improving quality of the NHS or a financially more feasible NHS. You can't have the damn cake and eat it too - if you eat the damn cake, it disappears into your damn stomach (increasing the likelihood of CHD, diabetes, etc), erego, you don't have it any longer. Morons!

Rant part 2: Onto education now. Those moronic, braindead fools of an idiot have said, in the space of less than 2 weeks, that the children from the poorest backgrounds are doing the worst, and that they need need. AND then, that each school should high light the children who are 'gifted', to quote them, i.e. test all the children at 14 years of age, and those that get 3 levels above the average or normal level, are gifted. And give these giften children special attention. Now, let me point out right now that this means that the poorest and poorest result-achieving students will be getting extra attention. The gifted children will be getting extra attention. What about the vast majority of normal ones? Whatever happened to equality? Or at least, attempted equality? Whatever happened to actually helping EACH child to achieve their best? Yet another piece of evidence that shows how ... illogical the government is, and how stupid and lacking in common sense they are! Why, oh WHY, can we not at least have a government with slight common sense?!

Trins xxx

awwww, looking at all these animé pics is actually kind of upsetting, cuz there's no way in hell that I can draw nearly that well. Really need to start getting into my drawing mood - as of tomorrow, I shall start!

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Good God, I can't believe I haven't updated in three months. I haven't even written in my normal paper diary - there'll definitely be a big blank in the year 2006 when I'm senile, or even better - if I get to be infamous. Does anyone need a dictator???

Loads and loads of bloody insects in the house, because it's bloody hot, so we open the bloody doors and windows and they all come in. Bloody insects! I've got tons of bites - mostly from last night but I'm putting some Odomos on. Thank God for Odomos.

Haven't worked on Powers of Observation at all, today. On the other hand, did go a bit further in Croc, played Monopoly with Rohan, didn't snap at Dadi and found out muchos information about Space Ghost Coast to Coast. SGC2C for short. It is such an awesomely awesome cartoon. I've also replaced funky with awesomely awesome.

The special delivery letter came today, when I was still sleeping. In all fairness, I did wake up at 9.45 today. Bloody late! It was the certificate from UCL, which is good. I think. No covering letter or anything, but at least they received it. I need to sort out the student finance. I am actually close to panicking now, because everything is so close and everything. I need to send in the letter saying I understand about the student finances, and find out if I'm immune to Hep B or not. I have NO fucking idea what I'm going to do, if I'm NOT immune - I mean, you're supposed to test this a month after your last injection, so that's in...May? That way, you get a booster. God, I really, really hope I am immune. I think it's time to get vaguely religious again.

I think the UCL stuff's been pretty good, because I've found out so much about Hinduism that I didn't know before. Like how much the white MDFKs screwed up all the ideas, and like how amazing and not irritating Krishna Ji is. I am a Hindu now - I'm just far more enlightened than most other people - but to be fair, that's just my opinion and stuff.

Going off on a tangent now. In Kasamb Se, they have possibly killed off Jai Walia - which is SO annoying because I had a soft spot for him, despite him being old and slightly fat. Besides, he was the only decent actor in it. Really hope he hasn't died.

Off to read Elyse the only decent person in ANTM thingy. Her entries are SO funny.

Take care, everyone.

Trins xxx

Hey everyone. I thought I'd make a general entry for once, instead of a Charmed one. Jeez - my obssessiveness occasionally surprises even me! Mon dieu, non? That's french for My God.

I'm working full-time at the moment, and unfortunately, it isn't 9-5. It's 8-4. Faaaaar too early for me. :-( However, it keeps me busy and pays so it's better than the last temp job.

I'm off to see Ish this weekend - for her 18th. I'll be reaching her train stop at 1ish, and we'll be leaving for London at 4ish. We'll be eating dinner there - all paid by her parents - and then, we go and see Chicago. Nice, no? AND then, they'll be about 4 of us, counting Ish and me, staying at her house that night, to watch the Ring O. WHICH I'VE WANTED TO SEE FOR FOREVER! Ok, not quite that long, but for a fairly long time. and then I'm back here on Sunday, for sleep recuperation and work on Monday.

Crap. Just now, had a major horrible case. GOD I hope I don't get into trouble over this. :-( :-( :'(

Trins xxx

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Sunday I set piperluver's puppy on fire (-66 points). Last Wednesday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Last Tuesday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole norafanatic's purse (30 points). Last Saturday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In February I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Overall, I've been nice (206 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly! Sincerely, undeadangel

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Hahaha. Saving the nuns. :-D

Trins xxx

Long time no chat!!! Still don't have internet, but we're moving into the new house tonight, hopefully, so I will eventually! It's so irritating - this thing won't let me go on WAYN or anything! Jackasses!

How are you guys anyways? I've just been applying to universities in the Republic of Ireland. Hopefully, I'll get an offer somehow, somewhere, hopefully in medicine. UCAS was sent off a month ago, but no interviews yet, so I'm getting really REALLY worried. My friend, Yash, has an interview with Manchester Uni for medicine, in about a month. And Fran has an interview with UCL. They wanted her to come next wed, but she couldn't so she's going on the 30th. I suppose with Medics they wait till the end of november normally, though. But I got a letter for interview on the 9th of Nov, last year. And the interview was for the 2nd. This REALLY doesn't look good. >_<

How are all of you guys doing though? Man alive I miss coming on here! And I miss Charmed. I saw prt of an episode yesterday. It's the one where the man and woman are cursed, so that the guy is an owl during the day, and the woman is a wolf during the night. And Piper wants to get married, and just as she's about to, Leo get zapped up to the elders. Well, I'm sure you guys know which one it is. It was sooooo good watching it again. I really did miss it. Having said that, I kinda missed random animé on Toonami too. So that;s not really saying much. lol.

I'd best go now, but people, send me emails!!! I'm dying of boredom here!!

Trins xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Er...nothing much to say. Chapter 11 of Certainty and Uncertainty is up. And since I've got a reference book of sorts on regency england, it'll take me way less time to write the next chapters. And I've already thought of two stories that will be partially inter-related to this one. And yeah, that's about it. I might start working on the sequel to Lemonade too.

That's about it.

Trins xxx

Hey y'all. sorry i haven't been around much, but we still haven't moved into our new house. So I still don't have internet except when i go to people's houses and go on theirs. And since I don't know anyone in B'ham...well, you can guess the rest can't you.

I'm adding everyone of my friends on to my yahoo ID. trins_the_fins@yahoo.com, if you guys want to know. Either way, wou'll most likely be receiving ane-mail from me soon.

Send me e-mails. PLEASE! I'm dying of boredom. >_<

Muchos amore,

Trins xxxxxxxx

Eh, everyone. My e-mail addy is sweetsexyspicysingle@hotmail.com All of you send me an e-mail, because I don't have proper internet access at mo, so only have time to check mail. erego, if you send me mail, it'll be easier for me to keep in touch avec you.

Ciao for now.

xxx

Just thought I'd quickly come here to let people know I'm not dead! Have moved houses, except our new house isn't livable yet, so we're living in Hospital accomodation. Fun. Not. >_<

Nobody here has lost people to the hurricane have they?

Got to go now. *sigh* Miss the internet so terribly.

Thank god not too many gujujabis here in B'ham. Met a girl who was a lot like me. woohoo!

Ciao for now.

Trins xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I GOT AAAB. Wooooooooooooooooo go me!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2531080/1/

Read it read it read it. It's FUNNY!

Trins

( A Love-Hate-Lust Relationship )

101 Ways to Annoy, Harass, Confuse or Generally Scare Lord Voldemort

Sure-fire ways to get yourself killed, or at least Crucio'd round the block and back again

By Amanda Lack (starsplanetsclocks)

This is not mine, this belongs to mugglenet and all praise must go to them and Amanda Lack (who wrote it.)

I just wanted to share it with everybody because it really made me laugh out loud - many times! So, sit back and enjoy and when you've finished, why not check out mugglenet - the best Harry Potter site around!

1. Ask him why he 'doesn't have such a cool scar?'

2. Laugh at him.

3. Wake him up by singing Beach Boys songs in his ear. 'Round, round, get around, I get around...'

4. Knit him things. Really hideous things.

5. Give him kangaroo-ears for a month.

6. Smile during Death-Eater meetings and say you taught him everything he knows.

7. Chew bubblegum all the time. Should he address you, your only response will be a series of huge bubbles in quick succession, the last of which will burst everywhere and make a mess.

8. Dance the Funky Chicken.

9. Ask him when was the last time he took a bath.

10. Pat him on the head and give him flowers when his plans are foiled yet again.

11. If you ever need to say 'Like taking candy from a baby', be sure to add 'Of course, SOME of us might find that harder than others.' Stare pointedly at him.

12. Play 'knock-&-run' at his bedchamber door late at night.

13. Call him 'The-man-who-let-the-boy-live'

14. Ask why the Dark Mark couldn't look like something 'more socially acceptable?'

15. Insist that you have met chunks of cheese with more cunning plans than his.

16. Pinch him. Make sure he squeals.

17. Be cheerful.

18. When he tries to impress you with his powers say 'Awwwww, lookit. Voldie's got a twiggle!'

19. Try to teach him to play a mouth organ.

20. Roll your eyes during plotting sessions and say things under your breath like 'You're the boss, boss' or 'It's your funeral.'

21. Greet him in the mornings with a sarcastic 'My sir, you look particularly menacing today.'

22. Taunt him about his middle name. 'Marvolo? What's that, a washing detergent?'

23. Keep a 'good-behaviour chart'. Award points and give out gold stars.

24. Magic-marker Potter-style glasses on him while he sleeps.

25. Apparate into and out of his room rapidly. Do this non-stop for an hour. poof there poof gone poof there...

26. Play cards with him. Tell him he has no poker-face and how does he expect to rule supreme without one?

27. Let off party-poppers in his face whenever the urge strikes you.

28. 'Did you even HAVE a girlfriend? Like, ever?'

29. Get a pair of finger puppets closely resembling himself and Harry Potter. Re-enact all of Harry's victories over him in a spectacularly childish way. Be sure to give them both squeaky voices.

30. Anytime he enters any room, insist on entering first and announcing him grandly.

31. In these announcements, fake a trumpet noise and give him an equally fake drumroll.

32. Exclaim sarcastically 'You're breakin' my little heart here, o dark one' whenever he starts to talk of what has caused to become who he is.

33. Encourage him to 'think happy thoughts!'

34. Ask him to give you written summaries of his sinister plots for revenge and war. Correct his spelling.

35. Mock his choice of Quirrel as a 'host'.

36. Tell you think a yoga class could 'cure him of his wicked ways'

37. Get the song 'Mr. Tambourine Man' stuck in his head.

38. If he's having evil-plotter's-block in one of his scheming sessions 'Wingardium Leviosa' a light bulb to float above his head. Turn it on. Look offended when he gets angry and say you 'thought you were helping!'

39. Tell him constantly to stop repressing his anger.

40. Buy him a stress ball.

41. Hint that he is only a character in a book and will never triumph.

42. Call him Tommy-boy.

43. If you're feeling gutsy, call him Voldie-poo.

44. Whack him in the arm and say 'mosquito' - every few minutes.

45. Say he 'looked better under the turban'

46. Eat his pet snake. Offer him some.

47. Endeavour to teach him to steeple his fingers, lean back and say 'Eeeexcellent'.

48. Start drawing outlandish parallels between his life story and 'Star Wars'. Talk at great length.

49. Be generally in awe of him and never look away.

50. 'Imperius' his Death Eaters into a rousing chorus of 'All Things Bright And Beautiful'

51. Shower him with confetti and rice, anytime you think he needs to make a 'grand entry'.

52. Paint all the Death-Eater masks with bright colours and glitter.

53. Throw him a 'care-bears' themed birthday party.

54. Tell him what Snape's really up to.

55. Politely exclaim now and again that you 'don't know how he can be so afraid of dear old Dumbles'

56. Sing 'California Dreamin' at the top of your lungs when he's trying to have an 'evil moment'

57. Should you ever be eating with him - drum tunes with your cutlery, play with your food and blow bubbles in your chocolate milk.

58. Ask him to dance a polka with you.

59. Work cutesy phrases like 'pushing-up-daisies' and 'smooth-as-a-baby's-bottom' into conversation as much as possible.

60. Ask him if he's sure 'the whole evil-maniac-out-for-power-and-revenge thing isn't getting a bit old?'

61. Get him to play 'Twister' with you.

62. Tell him you know this great therapist in London...

63. Throw tupperware parties. Insist he sit through them.

64. Tell him you've met plently of people more evil than he.

65. Hide his teddy bear. That ALWAYS makes him cry.

66. Get him a plant. Act mortally offended when he doesn't water it and it dies.

67. Steal, snap and bury his wand.

68. Tell him Lucius did it.

69. Give Rita Skeeter full knowledge of his whereabouts and contact details.

70. Remind him that he isn't even really alive.

71. Write him a theme song. Start singing it whenever he is about to do or say something particularly clever and nasty.

72. Offer to sacrifice Draco Malfoy 'to the cause

' 73. Insist on reading him bedtime stories. Include 'The Ugly Duckling'

74. Make vague allusions to Harry Potter being his son.

75. When he's done something particularly nasty - cross your arms, waggle a finger and say 'Now now, do you really think Salazar would have approved of that?'

76. Ask him how he can possibly wish to harm a single hair on the head of 'that sweet, innocent, cute little boy.'

77. Tell him Wormtail has a crush on him.

78. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophecy."

79. Leave disgusting and rotting dead things near him. Insist that it is 'Aromatherapy'

80. Begin any question you ask him with 'Riddle me this!' Emphasis on Riddle.

81. Do not EVER act in the slightest way intimidated by him. Treat him as you would an eccentric acquaintance.

82. Cuddle him at random moments.

83. Sign him up for Little-League.

84. Ask him why he's afraid of a frail old man with a beard the size of a beehive and can't fight babies.

85. Throw biscuits at him. Constantly.

86. Tell him you think evil master plans of world domination are 'kind of girlie'

87. Quote Argus Filch. Insist HE will one day rule the wizarding world.

88. Wonder aloud whether the name Voldemort commands as much respect as, say, Potter or Dumbledore.

89. Mimic everything he says in a sing-song voice.

90. Mimic everything he does with exaggerated limb-movements.

91. Write sonnets for him.

92. Insist he help you with the newspaper crossword every morning.

93. Follow a few paces behind him, spraying everything he touches with a can of disinfectant.

94. Tell people he's 'really just a big softie'

95. Psychoanalyze him. Conclude that he is 'mildy depressed' and 'a bit of a control-freak'.

96. Mock his baldness.

97. Smile and say loudly 'Who loves you, Volders?' at inopportune moments. (Ie: another of his attempted 'evil moments.')

98. Get him drunk.

99. Drag out a banjo at Death Eater revels and start playing 'Kumbayah'

100. Let him catch you trying on Death-Eater robes.

101. Be Harry Potter. Be alive.

My Own Creations

102 - Heat marshmallows in a fire, then give it to him in his hands, and pretend you didn't realise they were hot.

103 - Ask him to teach you the Macarena

104 - Put many MANY rose petals on his bed every sunday night.

105 - Ask him what hairstyle he would like every morning.

106 - Snigger every time he talks.

107 - Blame it on Nagini

108 - Play 'got your konk' with him.

109 - Then say that Peeves will be the ruler of the world...after Filch dies.

110 - Tell him pink is his colour.

111 - Tell him you hear that good is the new evil, iin Paris.

I had some more but can't remember them. What do you guys think?!

What will be your HP life? by Doom_Song
Name
Job	Whore
Partner	Remus Lupin
Death	Killed by giant squid
Quiz created with MemeGen!

w00t. *dances around* I like the first two...but death by the Giant Squid...? Amusing I suppose...but killed by poison, like Romula, sounds more fun. *pouts*

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY! I'M 18! WOOOOO.

And yes, I'm at him. Revising for A Levels I'm most likely to fail. Boo!

But IM 18. huzzah!

Trins xxx

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

HAHAHA. Hell no. I'm the most irrational, impulsive person I know. :-D Oh well. I like the girlies hair.

AAAARGH. Ok, so I haven't been on here for like a couple of months! Sorrrrry! BUt my exams are coming up, and those were the last weeks of proper school ever. So sorrrry!

And I'm officially a suicidal wreck. WHO THE HELL CAME UP WITH P3? why why why why why why why why why? All I frikkin' need on it is a 40/60! And I'm getting 30 atm, maybe 35 if I'm lucky. And then, big G says that they might make it harder to get an A cuz of Uni and top-up fees. But that means it'll still be relative to how other people do right? So if I'm in the top 30% or something, I should get a B right? Right? RIGHT??? ANSWER ME PEOPLE!

Oh, and who won the third match between the Detroit (Pistons?) and Miami (Heat)? In basketball that is.

And yeah, ciao for now! hehehe

Au revoir

Trins xxx

Ok, I'm so gonna mess around with the layout of my journal. It's terrily dull.

Also, hmm, Pranter (also known as Ducky, Yellow Rubber Duckie, Duck face, Duck lips, P, Pranny and Pratner, and my all-time favourite, 'my ex'. lol). Anyways, he had a go at me for snapping at him constantly and not ebing a friend, and 'for saying stuff to ppl'. I asked him repeatedly (by text) wat stuff - he had no answer. Besides, it's his fault for making me like him so much. If he'd been an even bigger bastard to me, I wouldn't still like him. Twat. lol. That's my theory anyways.

So yesterday, I sent a somewhat funny text to him, to make peace, or to quote me, "Olive branch frm trins". No reply. but i don't think it was a text you could really reply to. Unless with a lol. And who's gonna waste 12p to text lol?

But he came online a while ago, and went offline. Is that because of me, or jst random? Because I got the feeling from his texts that he was getting a little less pissed off with me. I dunno. He asked me why I wanted Saj's number. Implying that he's jealous, and therefore still interested in me? Or not? And he hasn't dated anyone since we broke up, on Sept 1. So does he still like me? I think it's fair to say that I was special to him, which I was beginning to wonder at, but I mean, I was his first proper girlfriend, and not just a pull. And we did date for 10/13 months, depending on whether you count the 3 months apart or not. (I don't count it, so I choose to believe it to be 13 months). And we had some awesome times.

So, basically, I've convinced myself to like him again, and to believe that i still have a chance with him, and that he meant/means a lot to me. Great. My foolishness frequently astounds even me. lol.

Erm, can't be arsed to write about physical thats ACTUALLY happened (and isn't all in my head) so I might update later.

Trins xxx

You know, just realised, on deadjournal, I talk about me and how I feel and what's happened, on livejournal, I seem to just comment on other people's entries. And nothing seems to happen on greatestjournal. Weird. And this now bes the question of WHY DO I HAVE 3 JOURNALS ON THE 'NET?

Trins xxx